Back to emerg again

Yep, I went in yesterday because of stomach and back problems. I was there for a few hours and honestly it's all a blur to me.  Not that I was out of it or anything, but I was horrendously overtired and couldn't sleep in the hospital bed.  I went in for an ultrasound later that morning and they didn't find anything useful.  Which is good and bad I suppose.  I still have my appointment with a specialist on Mar 15 so hopefully when he does his thing, they'll figure out what the hell is wrong with me, though all the doctors have a similar theory.

Honestly, I'm tired of all of this.  In and out of the hospital, worrying so much what other people think, getting chewed out for stupid things, people judging me without getting the whole story...  I know I'm not the only one that has ever had to deal with such stuff, but it still amazes me that it continues.  Why aren't people more cognizant of how they treat others?  The mentality of "I can treat you however I want, but you can't say anything to me otherwise I'll get offended."

In times like this, as much s it irks me and sucks, I try to stay busy with my hobbies.  Anything to get my mind off of stuff.  Maybe today I can make some more pens on the lathe or something?